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Yaz\u0131y\u0131 okumadan \u00f6nce e\u011fer hen\u00fcz yapmad\u0131ysan\u0131z bu yaz\u0131ya<\/a> bir kez g\u00f6z atman\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6neririm.<\/div><\/div>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

“Arayanlar bulamaz ama bulanlar arayanlard\u0131r”\u00a0Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.)<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6z\u00fc biliyordum. Hazine arayan bir ahbab\u0131m vard\u0131. Onun i\u00e7in ben de i\u00e7imden gelerek bir s\u00f6z \u00fcretmi\u015ftim, bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn bir versiyonu haf\u0131zamda olarak, yani asl\u0131nda san\u0131r\u0131m Leman benzeri bir dergiden g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve hakk\u0131nda bu s\u00f6z d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7bir\u015fey bilmedi\u011fim Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.) dan esinlenmi\u015f olarak:<\/p>\n

“Aramayan bulamaz, arayan sonunda bulur ama umdu\u011fu yerde de\u011fil.” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir sohbet s\u0131ras\u0131nda arkada\u015f\u0131ma s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n

O hazine ar\u0131yordu o g\u00fcnlerde, ben de Dwarf Fortress isimli bir oyun vard\u0131r PC’de, d\u00fcnyadaki en karma\u015f\u0131k oyunlar aras\u0131nda herhalde ilk 10’a girer. O oyunda ben de hayali hazineler pe\u015finde ko\u015fturuyordum dwarflar\u0131m\u0131. \u0130nsan hani bilir ya asl\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n o olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ama s\u0131rf al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131ktan ve manevi merkeziyeti o an itibar\u0131yla kaybetmi\u015flikten yine de kendini durduramaz ve eski al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131 canlan\u0131r.\u00a0Zihin mutlulu\u011fu aramak i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015f\u0131r durur sen kalbindeki mutlulu\u011fa odaklanmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Eskiden ruhun bilmediklerini \u00f6\u011frenme a\u015famas\u0131nda mutluluk duydu\u011fu bir ana tak\u0131l\u0131r, o an\u0131 veya bir t\u00fcrevini tekrar yaratarak veya o anla ilgili hen\u00fcz tatmin olmam\u0131\u015f bir arzusunu tatmin etme yollar\u0131 hayal ederek avunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r zihin. Bilgisayar oyunlar\u0131 da benim \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda kendimi a\u00e7mamda geli\u015ftirmemde \u00e7ok etkisi olmu\u015ftur. O y\u00fczden manevi merkezimi kaybetti\u011fimde ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f yollar\u0131mdan birisidir bilgisayar oyunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hm. \u015eimdi Witcher 3 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 oynayamad\u0131m, bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fm\u0131\u015f Witcher 3. Fallout 4 de \u00e7\u0131kacakm\u0131\u015f. Ama en son Dwarf Fortress’ta ki\u015fisel bir fantastik sanat eseri olarak in\u015fa etti\u011fim kalemde dwarflar ortal\u0131kta tak\u0131l\u0131p gezinirken, art\u0131k oyundan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ge\u00e7ici mutlulu\u011fun sonlanmakta oldu\u011funu hissetmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oyunda belli bir derinli\u011fin alt\u0131n\u0131 kazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda Hell diye bir \u015fey oluyormu\u015f, art\u0131k \u015fu Hell’i yani cehennemi de g\u00f6relim, o kadar senedir u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131 bu dwarflar, o kadar metal z\u0131rh ve silah yapt\u0131lar, ordugahlar\u0131nda antrenman yapt\u0131lar, art\u0131k cehennemin dibini de g\u00f6rs\u00fcnler de kurtulal\u0131m dedim \ud83d\ude42 kazd\u0131m kazd\u0131m, bir sonuca ula\u015famad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Evet, bir de Mount and Blade Bannerlord var \u00e7\u0131kacak. San\u0131yorum bahsetti\u011fim \u00fc\u00e7 oyunun da tad\u0131na bakmak isteyece\u011fim. Ama ne kadar kap\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m ve bir g\u00f6n\u00fcl de\u011fil ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f meselesi olur, bug\u00fcne kadar \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde kalma \u00e7abama ba\u011fl\u0131 olacak neler olaca\u011f\u0131.. Tabi Tanr\u0131 benim i\u00e7in bir ders haz\u0131rl\u0131yorsa bilemem, sonu\u00e7ta her\u015feyi o yaratm\u0131yor mu?<\/p>\n

Diyece\u011fim, \u00f6zetle o arkada\u015f da\u011fda ta\u015fta \u015fifreler \u00fczerinden hazine aray\u0131p duruyor ve bulam\u0131yordu. Ama ar\u0131yordu sonu\u00e7ta. O hazinenin ona mutluluk getirece\u011fine inan\u0131yordu. Ama ben de biliyordum ki, y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ip u\u011fra\u015facak ve benim dwarf fortressta h\u0131zland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fekilde o da mutlulu\u011fu bulamayacakt\u0131 o hazine aray\u0131\u015f\u0131nda. Ama bulaca\u011f\u0131 \u015fey \u015fu olacakt\u0131 muhtemelen. Bir hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve devam\u0131nda aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na devam ederse, mutlulu\u011fun Tanr\u0131’dan geldi\u011fini g\u00f6nl\u00fcnden geldi\u011fini, sevgi, merhamet oldu\u011funu, ge\u00e7ici d\u00fcnyevi tecr\u00fcbeleri bu sevgi ile kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran insan\u0131n mutlulu\u011fun d\u00fcnyevi nesnenin tecr\u00fcbe edilmesinden\u00a0geldi\u011fini sanmas\u0131, ama hakikatin asl\u0131nda kayna\u011f\u0131n Tanr\u0131’da olmas\u0131, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn derinliklerinden bu aleme akmas\u0131 heryeri kaplamas\u0131 oldu\u011funu bulaca\u011f\u0131, yani umdu\u011fu yerde bulamayaca\u011f\u0131 ama sonunda bulaca\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu o s\u00f6ze s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m sohbetimizde..<\/p>\n

“Aramayan bulamaz, arayan sonunda bulur ama umdu\u011fu yerde de\u011fil.” Erdal Bora,\u00a0Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.)’dan esinlenerek.[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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Onun i\u00e7in ben de i\u00e7imden gelerek bir s\u00f6z \u00fcretmi\u015ftim, bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn bir versiyonu haf\u0131zamda olarak, yani asl\u0131nda san\u0131r\u0131m Leman benzeri bir dergiden […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_et_pb_use_builder":"on","_et_pb_old_content":"[box type=\"info\"] Yaz\u0131y\u0131 okumadan \u00f6nce e\u011fer hen\u00fcz yapmad\u0131ysan\u0131z bu yaz\u0131ya<\/a> bir kez g\u00f6z atman\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6neririm.[\/box]\u00a0<\/em>\n\n\"Arayanlar bulamaz ama bulanlar arayanlard\u0131r\"\u00a0Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.)\n\nBu s\u00f6z\u00fc biliyordum. Hazine arayan bir ahbab\u0131m vard\u0131. Onun i\u00e7in ben de i\u00e7imden gelerek bir s\u00f6z \u00fcretmi\u015ftim, bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn bir versiyonu haf\u0131zamda olarak, yani asl\u0131nda san\u0131r\u0131m Leman benzeri bir dergiden g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve hakk\u0131nda bu s\u00f6z d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7bir\u015fey bilmedi\u011fim Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.) dan esinlenmi\u015f olarak:\n\n\"Aramayan bulamaz, arayan sonunda bulur ama umdu\u011fu yerde de\u011fil.\" s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir sohbet s\u0131ras\u0131nda arkada\u015f\u0131ma s\u00f6yledim.\n\nO hazine ar\u0131yordu o g\u00fcnlerde, ben de Dwarf Fortress isimli bir oyun vard\u0131r PC'de, d\u00fcnyadaki en karma\u015f\u0131k oyunlar aras\u0131nda herhalde ilk 10'a girer. O oyunda ben de hayali hazineler pe\u015finde ko\u015fturuyordum dwarflar\u0131m\u0131. \u0130nsan hani bilir ya asl\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n o olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ama s\u0131rf al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131ktan ve manevi merkeziyeti o an itibar\u0131yla kaybetmi\u015flikten yine de kendini durduramaz ve eski al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131 canlan\u0131r.\u00a0Zihin mutlulu\u011fu aramak i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015f\u0131r durur sen kalbindeki mutlulu\u011fa odaklanmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Eskiden ruhun bilmediklerini \u00f6\u011frenme a\u015famas\u0131nda mutluluk duydu\u011fu bir ana tak\u0131l\u0131r, o an\u0131 veya bir t\u00fcrevini tekrar yaratarak veya o anla ilgili hen\u00fcz tatmin olmam\u0131\u015f bir arzusunu tatmin etme yollar\u0131 hayal ederek avunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r zihin. Bilgisayar oyunlar\u0131 da benim \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda kendimi a\u00e7mamda geli\u015ftirmemde \u00e7ok etkisi olmu\u015ftur. O y\u00fczden manevi merkezimi kaybetti\u011fimde ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f yollar\u0131mdan birisidir bilgisayar oyunlar\u0131.\n\nHm. \u015eimdi Witcher 3 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 oynayamad\u0131m, bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fm\u0131\u015f Witcher 3. Fallout 4 de \u00e7\u0131kacakm\u0131\u015f. Ama en son Dwarf Fortress'ta ki\u015fisel bir fantastik sanat eseri olarak in\u015fa etti\u011fim kalemde dwarflar ortal\u0131kta tak\u0131l\u0131p gezinirken, art\u0131k oyundan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ge\u00e7ici mutlulu\u011fun sonlanmakta oldu\u011funu hissetmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oyunda belli bir derinli\u011fin alt\u0131n\u0131 kazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda Hell diye bir \u015fey oluyormu\u015f, art\u0131k \u015fu Hell'i yani cehennemi de g\u00f6relim, o kadar senedir u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131 bu dwarflar, o kadar metal z\u0131rh ve silah yapt\u0131lar, ordugahlar\u0131nda antrenman yapt\u0131lar, art\u0131k cehennemin dibini de g\u00f6rs\u00fcnler de kurtulal\u0131m dedim :) kazd\u0131m kazd\u0131m, bir sonuca ula\u015famad\u0131m.\n\nEvet, bir de Mount and Blade Bannerlord var \u00e7\u0131kacak. San\u0131yorum bahsetti\u011fim \u00fc\u00e7 oyunun da tad\u0131na bakmak isteyece\u011fim. Ama ne kadar kap\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m ve bir g\u00f6n\u00fcl de\u011fil ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f meselesi olur, bug\u00fcne kadar \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde kalma \u00e7abama ba\u011fl\u0131 olacak neler olaca\u011f\u0131.. Tabi Tanr\u0131 benim i\u00e7in bir ders haz\u0131rl\u0131yorsa bilemem, sonu\u00e7ta her\u015feyi o yaratm\u0131yor mu?\n\nDiyece\u011fim, \u00f6zetle o arkada\u015f da\u011fda ta\u015fta \u015fifreler \u00fczerinden hazine aray\u0131p duruyor ve bulam\u0131yordu. Ama ar\u0131yordu sonu\u00e7ta. O hazinenin ona mutluluk getirece\u011fine inan\u0131yordu. Ama ben de biliyordum ki, y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ip u\u011fra\u015facak ve benim dwarf fortressta h\u0131zland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fekilde o da mutlulu\u011fu bulamayacakt\u0131 o hazine aray\u0131\u015f\u0131nda. Ama bulaca\u011f\u0131 \u015fey \u015fu olacakt\u0131 muhtemelen. Bir hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve devam\u0131nda aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na devam ederse, mutlulu\u011fun Tanr\u0131'dan geldi\u011fini g\u00f6nl\u00fcnden geldi\u011fini, sevgi, merhamet oldu\u011funu, ge\u00e7ici d\u00fcnyevi tecr\u00fcbeleri bu sevgi ile kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran insan\u0131n mutlulu\u011fun d\u00fcnyevi nesnenin tecr\u00fcbe edilmesinden\u00a0geldi\u011fini sanmas\u0131, ama hakikatin asl\u0131nda kayna\u011f\u0131n Tanr\u0131'da olmas\u0131, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn derinliklerinden bu aleme akmas\u0131 heryeri kaplamas\u0131 oldu\u011funu bulaca\u011f\u0131, yani umdu\u011fu yerde bulamayaca\u011f\u0131 ama sonunda bulaca\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu o s\u00f6ze s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m sohbetimizde..\n\n\"Aramayan bulamaz, arayan sonunda bulur ama umdu\u011fu yerde de\u011fil.\" Erdal Bora,\u00a0Bayezid Bist\u00e2m\u00ee (r.a.)'dan 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