I want to stop being lazy,depressed. I want to become hardworking, get good grades, have a good life, get fit. I am lazy and tired every single minute of the day. I dont know what to do. What should I do? Please help me.
You are the creator of your life, and you have been creating yourself all the time, whether you are conscious of it or not.
Work to understand how you have been creating your life, and work to discover your true nature as the creative consciousness. Start from where you are at, even if you feel down or lazy. Start by accepting the situation as it is, working to understand it, by observing it as it opens up before you.
This video explains how we develop in understanding:
As you increase your understanding, you will begin to see how you can proceed with your life more clearly.
Work is not only physical. Before we can start to work physically in a different direction than what we currently are doing, we must change our minds to have a more evolved understanding. Mental work is also needed. Inner work is also needed. As you clarify in your mind towards which direction you desire to move towards, and refine your understanding about how you will do it through life experience/observation, and keep focusing your energy based on this clarified intention, you will gain momentum and motion towards that direction.
You have already a momentum even though you may appear lazy. You are already creating your life as it is now. Already you are breathing, already you are regularly fulfilling certain aspects of the human experience. You just need to learn to direct this already directed flow of creative energy towards the direction you truly desire. More of this already existing direction must become conscious rather than unconscious/subconscious so that you can experience yourself more as the creator of your life. The video link I provided gives information about living consciously, how it will affect your life, why it affects your life. From there you can branch to the next step which you will be discovering if you work sincerely towards your heart’s desire.