I gradually lost my center when I started to focus on the idea that I had to build a hut in the field to meditate and take care of the animals in an easier way. The problem here was that I lost the surrendered state, the state of trust to life, after and during a...
Towards Enlightenment (3): What Can Be Done About Losing Focus/Getting Distracted?
Before the Last Few Blog Posts.. I Was Again out of the Loving State.
Well.. I see two distinct states: One is where I start to focus on the Love in my heart. And the experience gradually becomes more and more joyful, peaceful, happy, or good. One is where I focus on the desires of the subconscious mind, initially starts like an...
Update for Previous Entry and a Few Days of Hard Work
I ate a lot more that day. A local cheese desert and 2 local vegetarian meat (no meat but a lot of spices and stuff) rolls. And maybe more, I don't remember exactly. So, this daily intake software I used a few days ago.. It might be interesting to use, and useful to...
Autobiography of a Yogi
I started the book, read 7 pages. It is amazing. I am at an Internet Cafe now and it is getting late. I will continue some more. Checked the picture of Lahiri Mahasaya. Also Yogananda looks very strong in one picture. I am losing focus. Let me continue.